God is really answer my question, in other way though...

ME: GOD, why is my life can't be just as perfect as THAT love songs??

GOD: What kind of THAT love songs my son??

ME: yeah, lot of love song I mean dear GOD.. Can you just say 'Abracadabra' an BOOM!! you make my life like on of THAT love song. Happy and perfect. Don't you want to make me happy Father?? Please just get this sadness away from me, I beg you Lord..

GOD: Hahahaha, so that's what happen huh?? Hahaha, just chill kiddo. Let me give you a song, away from THAT love song. Check this out my son..

ME:-SIGH-, alright Father, actually what kind of song??

GOD: Check this out and hear for yourself...

ME: (Reading) -D'SOUND, MY TODAY-. Hah??


Hindsight is sweet, considering the things that I’ve done
Considering the beauty and the tragedies I’ve seen
Stop for a minute, this is not a dream, I am in it
Will I ever get to savour everywhere I’ve been?
Now I realize there is no time
to wonder if I’m worthy of what ‘s mine

And I love you, my Today
And I love you, my Tomorrow
And I forgive you Yesterday, for the
treachery and the evil ways
And I love you my, I love you my Today

Am I allowed to see what I do and be proud?
Seems I’ve gotta always be ahead of what I do
Wait just a minute! I don’t need to fight it or win it
I just need to loosen up and step into the new
Now I realize I have a will
I accept the truth of what I feel

And I love you, my Today
And I love you, my Tomorrow
And I forgive you Yesterday, for the
treachery and the evil ways
And I love you my, I love you my
Todaaayyyyyy.....

ME: WOW!! Dear GOD, this song is amazing, this song is great!

GOD: Yahaha, you fell it my son? See, your live today isn't that bad right?? Remember it, eventough you haven't meet your true love, you still have your family, ready to warm you with love. You still got friends that still love you and encourage you every time you need it. Even, actually, I put you in the best institute in this nation, where you where always dreamed to be part of it. Even I gave you chance to build business, something you've always dream about. The most of all, I'm, your Father, your Brother, your Bestfriend, I was the one who love you the most. The one that want to see you smile all the time even in your pain and patience waiting for her (you know who, later), but my son, I realize, it is just not the proper time to recognize her. So, you see, you just have to wait her and enjoy your today, cause it is the right present from ME right now. And don't be afraid, everything will be beautiful in a decent time.

ME: -sigh-, yeah, You're right Father, I mean, I know You were always right. So why I still deny your rightness?? My stupid head! And my stupid soul! Father, I'm so sorry for my doubtfulness. Yes, right now, I will enjoy the time with my self, do things maybe I cannot do when I meet her (I know who, later).

GOD: Ahahaha, yeah you got me on that boy!

ME: Ahahahaha... Yeah Father... Actually.... I... I.... I wanna thank You for this blessing moment. I now realize how much you love me. Thanks for my today Father. Thanks for this little chit-chat whit me. And my biggest hope is, I can always be grateful on my today even when storm wanna ruined it. Once again, thanks GOD...

GOD: Yeah, your welcome son.

ME anyway Father, bless me with all this prayers. Amen.

GOD: Okay goodbye sunny, see you'll around. Eventhough I always see you all the time... Tehehe...